Wrong

I thought you were my Kirito.
And I was you're Asuna.
But I was so wrong.
Cause now we have nothing.
We are nothing but complete strangers now.
I thought we would be together forever.
But I was wrong yet again.
I knew we'd eventually fall apart.
But I couldn't help hoping.
Hoping that maybe you were the one.
Was I wrong to choose you?
I wanted you to be mine.
Should I have been so selfish?
You did nothing but use me.
I loved you and you betrayed me.
Was I nothing but a game for you?
I gave you everything.
And you did nothing but take everything I had.
Why did you have to hurt me?
I loved you and thought you were true.
Why do I still love you?!
After all the pain and sorrow you put me through!
I wanted to be your one and only.
But apparently I was nothing but practice for you.
Did you take enough?
Or will you come back for more?
I hope I will be strong enough to tell you "No."
I'm tired of being in pain.
I'm tired of this anxiety.
I just want to let it all go.
I want to be numb.
I don't want to feel anything anymore.
Please make it stop.
Please save me.