DarkAngel15678

I thought you were my Kirito. And I was you're Asuna. But I was so wrong. Cause now we have nothing. We are nothing but complete strangers now. I thought we would be together forever. But I was wrong yet again. I knew we'd eventually fall apart. But I couldn't help hoping. Hoping that maybe you were the one. Was I wrong to choose you? I wanted you to be mine. Should I have been so selfish? You did nothing but use me. I loved you and you betrayed me. Was I nothing but a game for you? I gave you everything. And you did nothing but take everything I had. Why did you have to hurt me? I loved you and thought you were true. Why do I still love you?

You swear at me. You're mean to me. I'm getting tired of your crap. I'm tired of being treated like shit. I deserve better than this. I'm done being treated poorly. Find someone else to be your verbal punching bag. Calling me a slut, calling me a freak. All because I'm just being myself. Why are you treating me like this? After all I've done for you. I gave you my innocence. I gave you my heart, my soul, my life. And this is how you repay me?! Did you lie when you said you loved me? Did you just use me? Was that all I was to you? A toy for you to play with and break. I'm done. Do you recognize what you lost? Cause I'm done and I'm gone.

You're so kind to me. You helped me when I felt so alone. Your kindness confuses me. Why are you so nice to me? Are you just being friendly? Or is there something more? You are confusing. How should I act around you? I am so confused. This confusion keeps me up at night. You're a puzzle I can't seem to solve. What should I do? How should I act?

I cry out in pain and despair. Living a life without you isn't worth living. Day by day the pain is killing me. Slowly I die inside. I cry for you. I reach for you. I need to see you one more time. I need to feel you wrap your arms around me. I want to hear your heart beat for me again. I need you to hold me, Because inside I'm breaking. Held together by the thin thread of hope, That one day you'll love me again. Please don't walk away. Please don't leave me here alone. Please don't leave me broken. Please help me. I need your kiss. I need to feel you embrace me one more time. Please come back. I miss you.

I just can't fucking deal with you. All your issues. All your problems. They've started haunting me. I want to help you, But you wont let me. I can't deal with all this anxiety. I spend every damn day on edge. I wanna help! Why wont you let me help you?! I'm so frustrated! Your stress is my stress. Let me help! Let me free you from this agony! Let me free you from this prison! If I can free you, Then I can free myself. I can finally be free of this agony, this prison.

I always said that I love you. That I love your smile. That I love it when you hold me. That I love it when you kiss me. But now I'm not so sure. Falling into love. Falling out of love. What should I do? Should I stay or should I let you go? You deserve someone better. It felt so good to be with you in the beginning. But now it feels like a battle just to stay with you everyday. I still feel that little thrill when you kiss me. I want you so badly. But my patience can only last so long. Before I get bored and move on. I don't want to make you cry. I'll keep trying to stay with you. But I don't know how long it'll last. Years?! Months?! Weeks?

You make me smile. You make me cry. I try to help you. Then you say you can't trust me. I'm doing my best to make you happy. But I keep getting hurt in the process. I wanna be your friend. But is it worth all the pain and hurt I feel? Why do you keep hurting me? I love you but why? Why do you keep hurting me? I want to see you smile again. I want you to be happy. Will me leaving make you happy? Should I just go away? I'd do anything to make you happy. Why can't you see that? I'd hurt myself to make you happy. I'd kill myself to make you happy. I want you to be happy. Can't you see that I'd do anything for you?

I want your kiss. I want your touch. I want to know you love me too. Because I love everything about you. YOu make me so nervous. I can't get you out of my head. I need your kiss. I need your touch. I need to know you love me too. Because I love everything about you. I love the sound of your laugh, When I say something dirty. I love the way you hold me tight. When you hold me I feel safe. I love the way you used to kiss me. When you'd kiss me I'd feel loved. I love the way your face lights up, When you talk about your car or airsoft guns. I hope one day your face will light up, When you think of me. I love the look you get on your face, When

I love the way you smile when you see me. I love the way you hold me tight. I love talking to you all night. I love it when you fight off sleep to talk to me. I love it when you say my name in your sleep. I love hearing your voice. I love it when you protect me. I love it when you say you love me too. I'd love to feel your kiss while you hold me tenderly. I love everything about you. From your head to your toes. You're perfect. I'd go through hell to keep you safe. And don't you ever forget that... I love you.

If we could lie together just once. It may ease my heart break. Why do you play with my heart so? Slipping, falling in and out of love. When will we stop laying this game of love and lies? Of deception and hate? Why do we keep running in circles? Baby we're getting nowhere with this. When will we learn it wasn't meant to be? There is no turning back now. We've gone to far. Why do you keep loving me after all we've done? How can you still keep doing this? Playing with my heart. Why are you so cruel to me? Are you missing someone my love? Is that why you keep playing me? You don't have to carry this pain alone. Is this just another nightmare? I