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I thought you were my Kirito.
And I was you're Asuna.
But I was so wrong.
Cause now we have nothing.
We are nothing but complete strangers now.
I thought we would be together forever.
But I was wrong yet again.
I knew we'd eventually fall apart.
But I couldn't help hoping.
Hoping that maybe you were the one.
Was I wrong to choose you?
I wanted you to be mine.
Should I have been so selfish?
You did nothing but use me.
I loved you and you betrayed me.
Was I nothing but a game for you?
I gave you everything.
And you did nothing but take everything I had.
Why did you have to hurt me?
I loved you and thought you were true.
Why do I still love you?!
After all the pain and sorrow you put me through!
I wanted to be your one and only.
But apparently I was nothing but practice for you.
Did you take enough?
Or will you come back for more?
I hope I will be strong enough to tell you "No."
I'm tired of being in pain.
I'm tired of this anxiety.
I just want to let it all go.
I want to be numb.
I don't
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You swear at me.
You're mean to me.
I'm getting tired of your crap.
I'm tired of being treated like shit.
I deserve better than this.
I'm done being treated poorly.
Find someone else to be your verbal punching bag.
Calling me a slut, calling me a freak.
All because I'm just being myself.
Why are you treating me like this?
After all I've done for you.
I gave you my innocence.
I gave you my heart, my soul, my life.
And this is how you repay me?!
Did you lie when you said you loved me?
Did you just use me?
Was that all I was to you?
A toy for you to play with and break.
I'm done.
Do you recognize what you lost?
Cause I'm done and I'm gone.
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You're so kind to me.
You helped me when I felt so alone.
Your kindness confuses me.
Why are you so nice to me?
Are you just being friendly?
Or is there something more?
You are confusing.
How should I act around you?
I am so confused.
This confusion keeps me up at night.
You're a puzzle I can't seem to solve.
What should I do?
How should I act?
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I cry out in pain and despair.
Living a life without you isn't worth living.
Day by day the pain is killing me.
Slowly I die inside.
I cry for you.
I reach for you.
I need to see you one more time.
I need to feel you wrap your arms around me.
I want to hear your heart beat for me again.
I need you to hold me,
Because inside I'm breaking.
Held together by the thin thread of hope,
That one day you'll love me again.
Please don't walk away.
Please don't leave me here alone.
Please don't leave me broken.
Please help me.
I need your kiss.
I need to feel you embrace me one more time.
Please come back.
I miss you.
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I just can't fucking deal with you.
All your issues.
All your problems.
They've started haunting me.
I want to help you,
But you wont let me.
I can't deal with all this anxiety.
I spend every damn day on edge.
I wanna help!
Why wont you let me help you?!
I'm so frustrated!
Your stress is my stress.
Let me help!
Let me free you from this agony!
Let me free you from this prison!
If I can free you,
Then I can free myself.
I can finally be free of this agony, this prison.
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I always said that I love you.
That I love your smile.
That I love it when you hold me.
That I love it when you kiss me.
But now I'm not so sure.
Falling into love.
Falling out of love.
What should I do?
Should I stay or should I let you go?
You deserve someone better.
It felt so good to be with you in the beginning.
But now it feels like a battle just to stay with you everyday.
I still feel that little thrill when you kiss me.
I want you so badly.
But my patience can only last so long.
Before I get bored and move on.
I don't want to make you cry.
I'll keep trying to stay with you.
But I don't know how long it'll last.
Years?! Months?! Weeks?! Days?! Hours?! Minutes?! Seconds?!
My past is complicated.
If you knew it you'd leave me.
If you read this poem you would cry.
I want you to be blindly content with what we have.
I do love you but it's so hard to be with you somedays.
I'll miss you when I'm gone.
I love you.
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You make me smile.
You make me cry.
I try to help you.
Then you say you can't trust me.
I'm doing my best to make you happy.
But I keep getting hurt in the process.
I wanna be your friend.
But is it worth all the pain and hurt I feel?
Why do you keep hurting me?
I love you but why?
Why do you keep hurting me?
I want to see you smile again.
I want you to be happy.
Will me leaving make you happy?
Should I just go away?
I'd do anything to make you happy.
Why can't you see that?
I'd hurt myself to make you happy.
I'd kill myself to make you happy.
I want you to be happy.
Can't you see that I'd do anything for you?
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I want your kiss.
I want your touch.
I want to know you love me too.
Because I love everything about you.
YOu make me so nervous.
I can't get you out of my head.
I need your kiss.
I need your touch.
I need to know you love me too.
Because I love everything about you.
I love the sound of your laugh,
When I say something dirty.
I love the way you hold me tight.
When you hold me I feel safe.
I love the way you used to kiss me.
When you'd kiss me I'd feel loved.
I love the way your face lights up,
When you talk about your car or airsoft guns.
I hope one day your face will light up,
When you think of me.
I love the look you get on your face,
When we play video games together.
I will never stop loving you.
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Love You
I love the way you smile when you see me.
I love the way you hold me tight.
I love talking to you all night.
I love it when you fight off sleep to talk to me.
I love it when you say my name in your sleep.
I love hearing your voice.
I love it when you protect me.
I love it when you say you love me too.
I'd love to feel your kiss while you hold me tenderly.
I love everything about you.
From your head to your toes.
You're perfect.
I'd go through hell to keep you safe.
And don't you ever forget that...
I love you.
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If we could lie together just once.
It may ease my heart break.
Why do you play with my heart so?
Slipping, falling in and out of love.
When will we stop laying this game of love and lies?
Of deception and hate?
Why do we keep running in circles?
Baby we're getting nowhere with this.
When will we learn it wasn't meant to be?
There is no turning back now.
We've gone to far.
Why do you keep loving me after all we've done?
How can you still keep doing this?
Playing with my heart.
Why are you so cruel to me?
Are you missing someone my love?
Is that why you keep playing me?
You don't have to carry this pain alone.
Is this just another nightmare?
I can't escape this nightmare.
It's eating me alive.
Why wont you let me out of this nightmare?
Let me go!
Let me be free of your games!
Quit playing with my heart, mind, and soul.
I want out! Let me out!
Nightmare, nightmare that's all this is.
Just another one of your nightmares.
Please let me go and be free of you.
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Help Me
My life has turned upside down inside out.
He's not here to protect me from the nightmares.
Where should I go?
What should I do?
Who should I trust?
What happened to my protector?
Has he left me for good?
I need my guardian angel!
To save me from this nightmare.
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What the Hell Izak!?
I loved you with all my heart.
And you lied and played with my heart.
You left me broken and crying.
Now I'll pick up the pieces of my broken heart.
Just to have you shatter it again.
Hearing you never really cared about me.
I forgave you for what you did.
You took advantage of my feelings.
Is this how you'll repay me?!
What the hell is wrong with you Izak!
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You'd rather save your own ass.
Than stand up for me.
I'm glad I found someone new.
Someone sweeter than you.
Someone better than you.
Someone hotter than you.
Someone kinder than you.
Who am I kidding?
I miss what we had.
But we have no chance to go back.
Izak why can't I get you out of my mind?
I hear your sweet voice telling me.
Telling me how much you love me.
I see your smile.
I can't get you out of my head!
Izak why wont you get the hell out of my head!
Let me be!
Let me live my life!
A life that doesn't include you!
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I wonder if you're thinking about me.
I wonder what you think of me.
Do you replay all the good times we shared in your head?
Do you miss me as I miss you?
Do you think about me all the time?
Do you wonder if I'm thinking of you?
Do you think of all the secrets we shared?
Do you think of all the promises we made?
Do you wonder if I miss you?
Cause I do.
Everyday that you're away.
I miss your smile.
I miss your kiss.
I miss the way you made me feel.
I wonder if you miss me.
I wonder if you still love me.
I wonder...
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Your laugh, your smile has got me so hypnotized.
The smile you wear I see it all the time.
Is it fake or is it true?
I can't tell but my love for you is true.
I see you standing there.
Do you see me as I see you?
I can never tell.
Your eyes as green as the spring grass.
Your hair as golden as a piece of sunshine.
Tell me you love me.
Tell me you need me.
Tell me what I need to do to get you to be mine.
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So Perfect
I made one mistake and everything went to hell.
He wont talk to me, look at me, or even think of me.
We were so perfect together.
Two people made for each other.
Now ripped apart because of one stupid mistake.
Will it ever be fixed?
Or were we doomed from the start?
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Hey everyone! Sorry I've been gone for so freaking long! And I'm sorry that I'm always so emotional and crap when I get on here! I'll be posting happier things soon hopefully! More love poems but about a new guy! YAY!
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